The Tough Decisions
As I approach the end of my summer semester in ST104 Soteriology I find myself at a crossroads and faced with a very difficult decision. If you've followed at all the story of my seminary education at DTS, splotchy as my updates have been, you know that I've endured a lot over the past couple of years. Life changes, health changes, work changes, and everything in between have made my pursuit of a seminary education challenging to say the least. And now it's time for me to make some difficult decisions.
While my spirit is willing to continue to make the necessary sacrifices to see my studies through, my pockets are empty. I've just run out of the green needed to pay the bills. I'm having some conversations to consider my options and I've not given up hope yet, but the truth is, it doesn't look good. That said, whether I find the means to pay for school and continue or not, I know this effort will not have been in vain.
What I've learned in the short time I've been at DTS has already had a profound impact on my life. I know this is by God's design and according to His will. And what I've learned I've also shared, and will continue to do so with those around me; in my church, in my community, and at my work. While the journey may look different for me soon, it will by no means be over. I'm sure I'll have more to write on this soon as the picture becomes more clear.
But for now I'll continue to grind through the final weeks of my current course. You know I was really looking forward to taking this class, and I can tell you that I have not been disappointed. In the shorter summer schedule it's been a little more challenging, but it's been great and I look forward to sharing a lot more about what I've learned very soon.
While my spirit is willing to continue to make the necessary sacrifices to see my studies through, my pockets are empty. I've just run out of the green needed to pay the bills. I'm having some conversations to consider my options and I've not given up hope yet, but the truth is, it doesn't look good. That said, whether I find the means to pay for school and continue or not, I know this effort will not have been in vain.
What I've learned in the short time I've been at DTS has already had a profound impact on my life. I know this is by God's design and according to His will. And what I've learned I've also shared, and will continue to do so with those around me; in my church, in my community, and at my work. While the journey may look different for me soon, it will by no means be over. I'm sure I'll have more to write on this soon as the picture becomes more clear.
But for now I'll continue to grind through the final weeks of my current course. You know I was really looking forward to taking this class, and I can tell you that I have not been disappointed. In the shorter summer schedule it's been a little more challenging, but it's been great and I look forward to sharing a lot more about what I've learned very soon.
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